i can't feel anything.
for as long as i can remember, I've never been able to feel emotions.
I pretend to be normal when I'm around other people, but on the inside, I feel nothing
It's not as bad as it may sound. I know that I'm broken, but I don't care. This is normal for me.
But everything changed when I met him
...my senpai
for the first time, I felt something. a strong desire. a longing. a yearning. a craving